this is my study week. damn uneasy one. suddenly got e-mail from a mysterious anonymous writing her some touching love story, asking me to write in the blog to let her get inspired. i got perplexed and wondering for a short while.
"hey, wut for? wut on Earth you request such a thing?"
then shockingly she said,
"you are so inspirational, ida. you're good in many ways. and i managed to find out that you had an amazing love experience. and i hope you could give me some spiritual boosts because i'm damn broken now. i am thinking to just simply end my life. i really hope your writings could light up my spirit again."
and all those conversations continued.
then i sat back on my couch, leaned and took a deep breath. yeah. frankly i just don't wanna remember my pastimes. but my instinct strongly telling me, "she needs help. and you're the one who can help her." fretted and feeling lazy, i dragged my feet towards my study desk. pulled out my laptop from its bag and start writing this piece of crap. now heartbroken baby girl, i hope you'll read it.
1st sight love could be emerged in so many ways and means. in your case, you see an attractive fellow, your heart get hitched. and you claimed he is THE ONE. then you both got to know each other. and the love seed got sowed, a love tree got planted. and a love fruit got produced. you grabbed the fruit, and munched it.
but IT IS NOT ENDED THERE, my dear. the story isn't as simple as that.
once you got the fruit, it is not yet over. your love garden isn't yet succeed and attain an eternal happiness. there are two possibilities once you get the fruit and munch it. if you managed to munch on the right love fruit, you are considered lucky. maybe you love tree will be continued to keep blossoming love flowers and sweet juicy fruits.
but just remember a thing. not every single time you are that lucky. sumtymes you UNINTENTIONALLY munched on the bitter and rotten one. even though you never had the INTENTION to. you got wut i mean?
maybe at our side, we hope that he will always be the one. but you have to always notice that the GOD's WILL has long been written in our book of Destiny. long before we are really created in this life.
in relationship, we're just hoping. sumtymes wut we wish for will not turn up as wut we expected.
so the right concept you should cling on is, to be MINIMALIST. not too committed. no. just not to much, please.
we can just plan. we can just dream. we can just strive for it.
sumtymes we're trying so hard; without realizing He is the One who will grant or reject our planning. sumtymes we're so confident we will make it till the end; without remembering He can always change our feelings whenever He wants.
sumtymes we're so in love with him; whole-heartedly; without thinking that we have neglected OUR LOVE TO GOD.
do you realize anything, babe? let me ask you a thing.
have you been neglecting GOD while you are so contented with your relationship? have you?
and when everything smashed to the floor, you're blaming GOD for wut had happened?
you're cursing GOD. you claimed He is being unfair with you. with your life. He is being cruel with your feelings.
LOVE is one complex and complicated matter to be discussed. every one has their own opinion regarding this. but as you got me chosen, this is wut my perspective is. i'm not overwhelmed with emotion when i write this. i am guided with my rational and conscious. my common sense. so i really hope when you happen to read this, you will seek His forgiveness for everything you have done.
let's us together find the light of love in GOD's blessings. :)